Wednesday, April 07, 2004
Ok I really need to whine.... I am feeling more then a little hurt and franky quite confused... Someone I thought of as a dear friend is pg... I am not hurt by that, I am happy she's expecting - shocked and envious yes but still happy... What hurts the most is that she didn't even try to tell me or forewarn me about her pg before she announced it to everyone... Now had it been a case of her not telling ANYONE until she reached a comfortable stage of 12 wks I would have understood but she HAD told a few people and never ONCE mentioned it to me - nor has she really talked to me since she announced it... Putting aside my feelings about pregnancies, the sadness I still struggle with and the fact that EVERYONE I know is pg and I am not nor is there any hope in the near future for it - I thought this person was a friend - I thought she was a dear friend but I guess I was wrong... Seems I just don't read people very well at all any more, is it any wonder I don't feel like I really do have any friends???
Yes folks this is a pity party... It's my life and it sucks and it's my perogative to whine!! Don't like - don't read... I am sooo tired, suffering from an almost constant sinus headache, feeling very draggy and I gained back almost 3 pounds... Add to that AF and the stress of life and I am ready for a major sob party.... I have a ton of stuff to do, children that don't listen and no life other then work and coming home... and this week I don't even want to be at home... The dishes are starting to pile up, I have atleast one load of laundry to wash and a couple more to fold and put away... My yard needs serious TLC but the weather is not cooperating.... Well I guess I have whined enough for now... Let me go find some cheese to go w/it... Til next time...
Yes folks this is a pity party... It's my life and it sucks and it's my perogative to whine!! Don't like - don't read... I am sooo tired, suffering from an almost constant sinus headache, feeling very draggy and I gained back almost 3 pounds... Add to that AF and the stress of life and I am ready for a major sob party.... I have a ton of stuff to do, children that don't listen and no life other then work and coming home... and this week I don't even want to be at home... The dishes are starting to pile up, I have atleast one load of laundry to wash and a couple more to fold and put away... My yard needs serious TLC but the weather is not cooperating.... Well I guess I have whined enough for now... Let me go find some cheese to go w/it... Til next time...
